Ika 9 ng Nobyembre 2008

Brainchild's break............

Due to numerous insertions and readjustment of schedule, I was up last night cleaning my bathroom. It has been soaked in chlorine and soap for half a day and during that time I had to run several errands which included organizing and disposing of receipts, bills, and junk mails; being driving instructor to my daughter, buying dog food, and having the zen fountain repaired. By the time I returned home, we would be going to Church for anticipated mass. As a result, my toilet cleaning chore was pushed back just before my bedtime.

My tub has been filled with water and aromatic products since morning. My self-pampering and toilet cleaning go together. After spending some relaxing minutes in my jacuzzi, waste water is used to wash the toilet. It's not so much trouble as the toilet was scrubbed earlier and I love splashing water all over.

I felt so clean myself afterward. I put on some oil before sleeping. I wanted to surf the net while drying my hair but was falling asleep. After a few minutes, I gave up and went to bed.

I had a most relaxing sleep until I was roused from my sleep when my puppies called to me for their breakfast.......

PS: Naglakas loob akong maging tagaturo ng panganay kong anak na kakatapos lang mag-aral magmaneho. Sinabi niya na gusto niya magmaneho mula sa bahay namin hanggang sa mall kung saan me lektyur sila na pagtatapos ng driving lessons niya. Pumayag ako kahit medyo kabado ako dahil:

1. Wala pa siyang lisensiya, student's permit lang.
2. Hindi pamprofessional ang lisensiya ko kaya hindi ako dapat nagtuturo.
3. Hindi rin naman ako napakagaling na driver. Sa totoo lang hirap ako sa pagpark ng sasakyan.
4. Di rin ako sigurado kung natuto na nga ang anak ko.

Pero sige na nga. Paano ba matuto yan kung di maglalakas ng loob. Wala ang asawa ko kaya ako lang pwede sumama sa kanya. Hindi naman kami lalabas ng village at me daan yun mall sa loob.

Eh di pinaandar na niya. Buong biyahe namin hindi umaalis ang tingin ko sa kalye, sa mga sasakyan at tao. Kailangan alerto. Naiisip ko rin na paano kung me mangyari. Lagot ako. Malakas naman ang loob ng anak ko kaya dapat lakasan ko rin ang loob ko. Pero mahirap.... parang napupunta sa lalamunan ko ang puso ko tuwing me makakasalubong at pag liliko. Me punto pa na me busina ng busina dahil mabagal kami. Sinabihan ko ang anak ko na wag pansinin at gumilid na lang.

Nagsasabi pa yun anak ko na paano daw pag dating sa pasukan ng mall kung saan masikip..... sinabi ko na magdahan dahan lang at laging alalay sa preno. Parang napapapreno din ako tuwing sinasabihan ko na magpreno siya. Kaya pala me sariling brake ang mga instructor at ganito yunh pakiramdam. Konting bilis nga lang parang gusto ko prumeno.

Nakahinga ako ng maluwag ng makarating kami ng mall. Mahirap na trabaho pala to....